I know this is so gay and shits like that but I envy those who have their own group of friends- always together as a group, no one is left behind.
Yeah everyone says I’m Mr Popular and stuff but in real life, as they go deeper, they have no idea that I don’t have ‘permanent’ friends. I’ll be going with this group of people, the next day will be other group. There’s no consistent real friends who will be there for me. I will be there for them too.

It’s inexorable that I hang out with different people everyday but I inadvertently change. I know it’s not a big deal but won’t you feel sad and left out when there’s no one, NO ONE, to talk to when you’re sad?